This blog just popped into my head last night as I submitted my previous one. But as it was late, I didn’t have time to jot any notes down.
Just to address the topic of what I’m going to write about, and the reasons of why I’ve chosen this subject. I recently experienced a very bad panic attack whilst at work, as I’m sure some of you might have experienced yourself.
Never having had one before, not to my recollection anyway, I can clearly say I hope to never have one again.
I knew I had to get out of there!
Now I’m usually a calm, albeit a bit crazy, individual, who takes the day as it comes. not a big planner as I can never live a week in advance. This day however seemed very different. I felt before I’d even started, that I would have to leave early and that indeed was the case.
I think we all just live in fear of what other people will think of your decisions. So to make them happy, you must do what they want.
It seems that 100% clearly isn’t enough anymore. And making other people happy is more important than that of your own happiness. We’re all just living robots, working day in day out for the chance to earn a decent wage. Trying, beyond all hope to change how you live your life, new paths, new hobbies, new life decisions. But in the end, they all fail, leaving you at the start again, wishing your life were better. Like the intro says in the Lion King:
It’s the Circle of Life
And yes it does rule us all!!